Life as we know it...

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Delivery

OMG!! Cameron is 5 1/2 weeks old and I am just now getting around to posting about his delivery...So here goes...
On Tuesday January 10th, I went in for my regular OB appointment. According to my first u/s I was 39 weeks, according to the second u/s I was 1 week overdue. Whatever...I was uncomfortable.
So at 2pm I went to the OB, my BP was high 143/98. The checked my cervix and checked for dialation, but baby boy still hadn't dropped and there was 0 dilation. I asked about induction because of how big baby was getting (already measuring over 9 lbs) and the fact that I had a cracked rib. She said she wasn't ready to discuss it, and I started crying. I hurt. She was so concerned because I have never let the discomfort bother me before. She checked my BP again at the end of my appointment and it was still high. So she told me to got to L&D to be monitored again.
I went to L&D and they hooked me up to a monitor. So I texted Rob and told him what was happening. After being there for over an hour the doctor came in and talked to me about the posibility of inducing. I told her that I was fine with that if it was the best thing for the baby, I was actually happy about it. She asked me if I had my bag with me, and I said "yes, but I don't have my husband". LOL I called Rob and told him "how would you like to have a baby tonight?" I told him what was happening, and told him to take T to his grandmas house. So he did and then came to the hospital to be with me.
At one point my BP was 168/111. It wasn't getting any better. At about 9pm they began induction. The contractions weren't too bad. at around 10pm they checked my cervix and it was at 3cm. WooHoo, things were moving now...but baby boy still wasn't dropping. So they increased the pitocin every half an hour in hopes that they could really get things moving.
At 8am the next morning, I sent Rob home to shower and have breakfast, and asked him to please not bring breakfast smells back with him since I was so hungry. UGH! I hate being hungry. At 8:30am the Dr came in and asked me how I felt about a c-section because I hadn't progressed since 10pm the night before and baby was not dropping. They were worried about laboring too long with my BP high, and the fact that I was already moving with no sleep in over 24 hours. I told them I was partially expecting a c-section because of my cracked rib, so I was ok with it. They told me that they would stop all the pitocin and other inductions, and look at the calendar to see when they could get me in. The Dr came back about 15 minutes later and said "Are you here alone? Do you have any family here?" I told him that I sent my husband home to eat and shower but he would be back soon. Right away he asked if I could get him back asap. They had an opening for a c-section at 9:30. I said ok, and started texting DH. Nurses, doctors, interns, more nurses, anesthesiologists were all coming in. Everyone was talking at once, I was trying to text, but couldn't think, so my text read..."C-Section, come back asap" thats it. He came rushing back. As he was rushing to my room, I was being wheeled into the ER. Noone was explaining anything to him, poor guy. He didn't know what was happening. He was worried. He didn't know if I was in danger, or baby was in danger, but truth was neither of us was. It was just about scheduling.
I didn't have a chance to text anyone else. Not my mom, not DH's mom, not my sister...Things moved fast!
So, I get into the ER while they get DH ready in another room. They ask me to sit on the table and lean forward so they could give me an spinal. They told me that once they gave me the drug, I would feel warmth travelling down my legs and would no longer feel anything. They said they would help me lay down, but that I needed to keep my arms crossed and suddenly feel like I was falling because I couldn't feel anything. That was a strange feeling. Then they strap my arms down, drape me so I couldn't see anything, and get DH. He comes in, and I explain to him what was happening. You could see he was nervous. Poor guy!!
They then said they were going to begin. In just a few moments they asked dad if he had the camera ready. DH fumbled to get the camera ready. Drs said to lean over the drape and get ready to get the first shot. And suddenly they said "Here he is, dad. Get a good picture, but don't drop the camera over the drape." LOL Suddenly baby boy was crying. As soon as I heard him cry, I started crying. I cried because I couldn't hold him, because I wanted to touch him, because he was here!! My little miracle was finally here!!!!!
Dad cut the cord while someone took pictures. I could hear baby boy crying. I was still crying. Dad went with baby to the nursery to be weighted, measured and assessed. While they closed me up, I could hear the doctors talking..."How much do you think that baby weighted?" "That was one big boy." "Do we have a weight on that baby yet?" "He had to be about 10 pounds" I was wondering if they knew I was still there, so I asked them "do you think you could take out about 10pounds of extra stuff?" Just me being silly, passing time.
A few minutes later, DH came back in, holding baby boy. He held him to me, let me kiss his little head since I was still strapped to the table and unable to hold him. I started crying again. I wanted to hold him so badly!! But at least I could kiss him.
When they were finished to closing me up, they took us to a recovery room. I snapped apicture of baby boy, and sent it to my family and posted it to my January mommies group. I called T's grandma and told her to look at her phone, I just sent her a picture. She did, and she showed T too. They both kept saying "Oh my God". Once my family all responded, I posted it to facebook. Immediately people were responding. When I got to hold him for the first time, it was my magical moment!!!! I felt so great, happy, in love.
Baby boy had to be formula fed because his body sugars were too low. So his first several feedings were formula. He also was jaundiced. So we had to keep poking him for blood to keep testing him. Poor little guy. But he was here!
Cameron McKay A.
9lbs 2oz
21" long

Monday, January 9, 2012

Irritable

OK, so today I feel as though I am totally volatile!! I am irritable and on edge. I cannot explain this to anyone. Who will understand?? Probably no one. Funny thing, I really am only frustrated with one person. And it really isn't fair I know. I just have so many crazy hormonal feelings racing through me. And of course it is no ones fault.

I think I need more attention from my husband. In fact, I know I do. Apparently I have to beat my husband over the head to get him to "get it". He must just think I am whiny. For example, I have told him my back hurts, and that I need him to rub my back, he just giggles. He thinks I am joking. What am I supposed to do? I am tired, I am uncomfortable, I am frustrated. Today I have cried about it all. And why are all the chores mine? I am as big as a moose.

Just reading this, I can hear the neediness in me. But, please cut me some slack. I am crazy crazy crazy hormonal.

Thursday, December 29, 2011









How far along: 37 weeks
Weight gain/loss: Gained 4lb finally!

Maternity clothes: Favorite thing right now are my pregnancy leggings and yoga pants. I'm finding that most of my shirts are too short, and showing my belly now!!

Stretch marks: No new ones! But I can see the old ones more. Using BioOil to help minimize any new ones.

Sleep: Sleep is difficult. Get up to pee every few hours. I love my body pillow. Some days I toss and turn working to get my belly comfy. Can't sleep on my left side because of the cracked rib.

Best moment this week: Seeing baby moving. Baby is now measuring 8lbs 13oz, measuring due 12/24. That is definitely ahead of schedule!!

Food cravings: Beer

Gender: Its a BOY!!

Belly button in or out? Innie!! Although it seems to be getting a little flat.

Movement: Feeling lots and lots of movement. We can see him moving now. :) I think he is practicing karate! Rob and Ty both love to watch baby moving.

What I miss: Beer! LOL It just sounds so good!

What I'm looking forward to: Meeting our little guy! He needs to hurry himself out!Milestones: Officially full term!

Next appointment: December 29th - NST

My feelings this week: I am over anxious! I want to have our baby boy out. I am so uncomfortable. Baby is so big, I am concerned about carrying him much longer. It has actually become painful to carry him around, especially with my cracked rib. Dr told me yesterday that she still thinks that I can deliver vaginally, but with such a big boy, I am worried. She also doesn't see a need to induce because of the size. She wants to wait at least another 2 weeks before considering induction. So, we are going to try everything in our own powers to get things moving. Spicy food, lots of walking, sex... Started walking 2 miles today, and my body now hurts, my legs, my back, my ribs. I know it is best to keep baby in a couple more weeks, but I just hurt. Hoping that next week, things get moving. I am so tired, all I want is to sleep.

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

What a crazy day!

A few weeks ago, I came down with a cold and cough. After dealing with it for a few days, I went to my OB, I didn't want it to turn into Bronchitis or Pneumonia (which I seem to be suseptible to). They gave me something to help with the cough, and congestion, but no antibiotics because they didn't hear anything in my lungs.


Well about a week ago, the ribs on my left side started hurting. I figured since I was still coughing, that my ribs were bruised. I was just going to wait it out.


Then this morning, I coughed and heard a POP in my ribs. It took my breath away! I couldn't call Rob (he was still sleeping), I couldn't say or do anything for several minutes. I decided to take a hot shower, and see if I could make it feel better. But the shower did nothing. So I called Labor and Delivery, and they said to come in and get myself checked out. I went in, they hooked me up to the monitor, and Baby boy had a lower heartbeat but seemed consistent. He wasn't moving much, so they made me drink lots of fluids to try to get him moving. My bloodpressure was perfect. When the doctor came in, she asked what happened, so I explained it all to her. She started touching my ribs, and when she got to the tender part, I cried out. She automatically thought that I may have broken a rib. So they sent me down to radiology for an xray.


The doctor came back and said that my lungs were clear, but that it looked like I may have cracked my rib when I coughed. It really killed me. She told me that aside from painkillers, there wasn't much they could do. She also said that if the rib doesn't begin to heal itself quickly, I probably wouldn't be able to have a natural delivery because I wouldn't be able to breathe through it, or push him out. If I go into labor, there is a good chance that I will have to have a c-section. Which I am not looking forward to, but whatever is best for baby boy!


She gave me an antibiotic to clear up any bacteria that could be left in my system, a cough suppressant to help me not cough relieving the pain in my ribs some, and a pain killer which seems to be taking the edge off.


All because I coughed too hard. What a crazy day!!

Thursday, December 1, 2011









How far along: 33 weeks


Weight gain/loss: Lost 1 lb this month
Maternity clothes: Favorite thing right now are my pregnancy leggings and yoga pants.
Stretch marks: No new ones! But I can see the old ones more. Using BioOil to help minimize any new ones.
Sleep: Sleep is difficult. Get up to pee every few hours. I love my body pillow. Some days I toss and turn working to get my belly comfy.
Best moment this week: Seeing baby moving. NST shows all is well for another week.
Food cravings: Chocolate and Coke! Cereal! Basically anything sugary.
Gender: Its a BOY!!
Belly button in or out? Innie!! Although it seems to be getting a little flat.
Movement: Feeling lots and lots of movement. We can see him moving now. :) I think he is practicing karate!
What I miss: Beer! LOL It just sounds so good!
What I'm looking forward to: Meeting our little guy!
Milestones: A milestone noted by baby center - testicles should be dropping this week.
Next appointment: December 14th -OB, December 8th - NST
My feelings this week: I can hardly believe it is December! I can officially say that our baby will be here next month! Can you believe it? This month is going to go so quickly with Christmas (planning, vacation, appointments, parties, shopping). Before you know it, it is going to be New Years!! It is going to fast. All three of the triplets mom have delivered their babies. And a singleton is in the hospital waiting...makes our baby seem so close.

Monday, October 31, 2011












How far along: 28 weeks, 4 days


Weight gain/loss: 1 lb this month


Maternity clothes: Only wearing maternity clothes at this point. Favorite thing right now is my pregnancy skinny jeans and yoga pants.


Stretch marks: No new ones! But I can see the old ones more. Using BioOil to help minimize any new ones.


Sleep: Sleep has been better. Get up to pee every few hours. I love my body pillow. Some days I toss and turn working to get my belly comfy. My left side hurts to sleep on, feels like baby is pulling.


Best moment this week: Seeing baby moving and u/s pictures. Baby boy is 3.2 pounds. Also baby boy is measuring 2 weeks ahead!! I have always thought he would join our family early. My guess is still January 8th. U/S shows January 4th. OB officially says January 19th. :)


Food cravings: Chocolate and Coke! Donuts! Cereal! Basically anything sugary.


Gender: Its a BOY!!


Belly button in or out? Innie!!


Movement: Feeling lots and lots of movement. We can see him moving now. :)


What I miss: My husband! :'(


What I'm looking forward to: Baby shower in 2 weeks. And of course Rob coming home before Thanksgiving!!


Milestones: Seeing movement from the outside


Next appointment: November 18th -OB


My feelings this week: I am missing my husband but I am so glad that he is coming home soon. Also, I am a little anxious because a girl in my January Mommies group just had her babies (triplets). Just makes things seem so close. I can hardly wait to meet my little guy!

Sunday, October 2, 2011



How far along: 24 weeks, 3 days
Weight gain/loss: 2 lbs this week, 19 lbs total
Maternity clothes: Only wearing maternity clothes at this point. Favorite thing right now is my pregnancy skinny jeans!

Stretch marks: No new ones! But I'm still expecting to see them. Using BioOil to help minimize any new ones.
Sleep: Sleep has been better. Get up to pee every few hours. I love my body pillow. Some days I toss and turn working to get my belly comfy.
Best moment this week: Ty feeling he brother move.
Food cravings: Not really craving anything this week.
Gender: Its a BOY!!
Belly button in or out? Innie!!
Movement: Feeling lots and lots of movement. Starting to feel it from the outside. :)
What I miss: My husband! :'(
What I'm looking forward to: Holiday season!
Milestones: Feeling movement from the outside

Next appointment: October 6th -OB


My feelings this week: I am missing my husband and am so sad that he isn't here to enjoy our baby time! Today is our 7 year anniversary!! It has never bothered me that he hasn't been home for an anniversary, he has a job to do. But this year, it is crushing me. I am sure it is due to the fact that I am extreemely hormonal and emotional. But I hurt!! I am jealous of my January mommas who have their husbands to share with. I just wake up crying because I feel so alone! It really sucks!! I know I chose this path in my life, but I can have moments of sadness! I am a crazy hormonal mess, but I am so proud of my husband!