Irritable

OK, so today I feel as though I am totally volatile!! I am irritable and on edge. I cannot explain this to anyone. Who will understand?? Probably no one. Funny thing, I really am only frustrated with one person. And it really isn't fair I know. I just have so many crazy hormonal feelings racing through me. And of course it is no ones fault.

I think I need more attention from my husband. In fact, I know I do. Apparently I have to beat my husband over the head to get him to "get it". He must just think I am whiny. For example, I have told him my back hurts, and that I need him to rub my back, he just giggles. He thinks I am joking. What am I supposed to do? I am tired, I am uncomfortable, I am frustrated. Today I have cried about it all. And why are all the chores mine? I am as big as a moose.

Just reading this, I can hear the neediness in me. But, please cut me some slack. I am crazy crazy crazy hormonal.